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I almost didn't post this.. but I'm forcing myself to recognize and overcome these particular irritating hangups 😑 Hi, my name is Glitter.. and I'm a self loathing perfectionist 😬 My brain has a tendency of fixating upon what it deems "flawed". When a picture doesn't perfectly capture what I want it to?? I trash it. Here I think "wow, I did good on that anime makeup" .. but my brain makes me obsess over how accentuated my nose is. How my breasts look as deflated as they are when I'm just 'chillin' in real life. To you, I'm sure I look normal but to ME I feel exposed. I try very hard to hide my nose (usually behind huge glasses) and I tuck my boobs into full coverage bras. If either of those crutches are missing.. I feel terribly vulnerable and inferior and ugly. I pride myself in not EVER digitally alternating my body for the internet, why should I keep these less-than-perfect pictures from you?? I have better things to do than loathe myself and waste decent content. 🖤 And you know what?? THIS girl looks fun. THIS girl could be a really cool person to hang out with 😛 I should give her a chance!
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